I
want to explore something in the way that you asked your questions.
Picture
the way people discuss past events- the Super Bowl, or the battle of
Gettysburg, or American Idol. These are things we weren’t involved in and so we
discuss them at some remove. We’re willing to assume some authority or even a
sort of omniscience… what we’d do if we were there, where the people involved
went wrong, you know. It’s called being an armchair general or an armchair
quarterback. I don’t think there is anything wrong with this. After all, I
wasn’t IN the Super Bowl, so I can say what I want and think what I want, with
no consequence. It’s all make-believe, really. “If I was Brady I would have
pulled it down and gone for the corner pylon, no question.”
Your
questions were phrased that way. After all, you weren’t present for the early
parts of the church age. You weren’t on either the giving or getting end of a
crusade. God didn’t put you on His advisory council before deciding what to do.
This would seem to give you some latitude for speculation! It’s as if the world
and history are a play on a stage, and you’re the Times’ drama critic down in
the audience… and it sounds like you’re going to rip God a new one in the
Sunday edition.
And
that’s the problem, of course. You’re not IN the gallery. You’re on the stage.
What
do I mean by this? Well, do you remember what I said in answer number 1 about
how we can see that the world is involved in a war between good and evil? This
is obvious. I also said that the front line is very hard to distinguish. This
also is obvious. Well, the reason the front line is hard to distinguish is
because it runs right through the middle of every person. The battlefront is in
you, and it’s in me. This is very easy to demonstrate. Set aside any religious
rules that tell you what to do. Forget them; because the fact is that every
(sane) person knows that he doesn’t even live up to his own standards for
himself. I am not who I know I should be. Nor are you. I’m not who I wish I
was. Nor are you. And for people who have had enough time to harden their
consciences to this, the answer is still easy. If you think you are the person
you ought to be, well, no one who knows you thinks that. So the front line is
inside you. And you’re beaten. You can’t win. Neither can I. None of us can.
Now,
we’re all good at excusing ourselves, myself not the least. And we also like to
move the goalposts: for instance, asserting that we do more good than bad and
so on the whole we come out ahead. But remember that I am giving you the
Christian answer. So I am asking you to posit that Christianity is true, and
listen to what the Christian God says in this case. And He doesn’t say this is
loveable or just human, or just a game of averages. He says it’s evil. He says
He made us to be more and we can’t and won’t do it. He says even if we could we
still wouldn’t. And we know from experience that this is so. When we know what
is right, we still won’t choose it.
OK.
Blah, blah. Here’s the thing. The main question is not why God made a world
that didn’t turn out to be worth what He put into it. And it isn’t why God made
a church that didn’t turn out to be worth what He put into it. Your big
question, the main event, is why God made YOU when you really aren’t worth what
He put into you. You aren’t in the gallery- you are up on stage. Your three
choices from your original post are really about you, not about the church or
Jesus:
What
is the Christian answer? Why did God make all us people who obstinately waste
the good things He gave us? As I alluded in the previous answer, God is
tolerating all this evil, and paying this price, in exchange for something. And
as I referenced, God is up on stage, too. He Himself, as Christ, paid more then
everyone else combined, again in exchange for something.
So
the Christian question is this: are you part of the price God is paying? Or are
you part of what God is paying for? Are you going to lose your battle? Or is
God going to win your battle?
If
you get that figured out, the original questions you asked will become much
more manageable. And UNTIL you get it figured out, I wouldn’t waste my time
worrying about the church, if I were you.