(No, as a matter of fact I am unlikely to ever run out)

One day in the 1980s when we lived in Kirkland I was all suited up and ready to go out into the awful commute to the job I hated. Nancy asked "How do you feel?" I looked at her like she was crazy. "How do I FEEL? What does that have to do with anything?"

The point at the moment being that I had a wonderful wife and 3 fabulous kids to support, and you do what you gotta do, not what you feel like. That's how adults act. Now, that makes adulthood sound pretty grimy, but bear two things in mind: first, the package came with wife and kids and was well worth it. Second, while doing what you feel and not what you should appeals more in the short run, after people are some way into their lives, the do-what-you-should people are generally glad, and the do-what-you-feel people are generally regretful. And the only score that counts is the one at the end of the game. I didn't believe that at your age; I know it now, though.

If you work much with "disadvantaged" people, you'll discover that they are pretty sketchy for showing up for appointments or tutoring or keeping commitments in general. The reason is that they are ruled too much by feelings and not enough by their minds. So, when it's time to do something and they don't feel like it, they don't. Causing them to drown in their own waste, pretty much.

In many cases, I think, they have had such awful trauma or experiences that their feelings are ringing in them like a gong and are very hard to master-- harder than for more fortunate people. But failing to master feelings is what keeps them trapped.

Movement and repose. You can feel OK because of the repose. But movement is your job.